Newly Convicted, a Defiant Alfred Dreyfus Swears to Clear His Name From the Unjust Stain of Treason
14 January 1895
Name of Prisoner: Alf. Dreyfus
My dear Henriette and Joseph,
I will not tell you much about myself; what could I say that you do not already know. I suffer horribly from the infamy that has tarnished my name, I suffer atrociously to be here, powerless, incapable of doing anything to prove my innocence.
My moral strength has never abandoned me, a pure and clean conscience will give me superhuman strength.
I am convinced that we will manage to discover the truth, that light will be shed on the tragic affair.
If I were in charge of finding out the truth, I am certain that I would succeed; my iron will would crush all the obstacles. I know Matthieu; what I say about him I can say about myself also.
To say that I will not still suffer terribly to bear all this until it is over would be a lie. I will go everywhere with my head up, without weakening.
I know well that it would have been easier for me to die. It would have been the end of everything, the forgetting of all suffering. But today I realize full well that such a death would have been an act of cowardice, I would thus have left a dishonored name to my children.
Well, this name, I swear, as much as my strengths can help me, I will clean it from the stain that has been inflicted upon it unjustly.
What I strongly recommend to all of you is to not bow your head, but to keep it higher than ever.
With all of our combined efforts, our wills focused into a single one, we will succeed, I am sure.
How is Paul?
Give me some good news of yourselves.
With all my heart,
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